It's about time...
Time to move on lad.. You're already very much behind it to begin with.
It's a nightmare, that I can't seem to wake up from... So much affliction and damage. It's as if, I'm paralyzed, not being able to ever pick myself up again. I bear no hope, I dare not trust, nor do I know what want to believe anymore.
A life changing experience I'd say... A 180 one.. It's scary...
So, for your own sake, please wake up, and move on... Please.. I'm begging you... wake upppp...
It's a nightmare, that I can't seem to wake up from... So much affliction and damage. It's as if, I'm paralyzed, not being able to ever pick myself up again. I bear no hope, I dare not trust, nor do I know what want to believe anymore.
A life changing experience I'd say... A 180 one.. It's scary...
So, for your own sake, please wake up, and move on... Please.. I'm begging you... wake upppp...
posted by aLv @ 5:16 PM
2 Comments:
i miss you ...
and yea... that's how i feel right now. im in the exact same situation, except mine is worse. well, i guess it is better since i know that everything is over. it still lingers though... but we'll get through it. Funny how life is.
-d-
hey alv,
melancholy galore there. who is the "lad" you are referring to? you, or someone else?
the entry sounds like you are in despair and helplessness. it's human to feel sad.
but you must remember something else - you are God's child. you have hope. to not trust God is like saying He has no ability nor wants to help you. both premises are untrue.
i think you've been feeling down and out for too long. the only way to snap out of it is to look beyond yourself. place your woes in God's hands.
talk to God meaningful and purposefully today. and then your healing can begin.
ee na
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