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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Maiden Launch

D-Model, A/c 691. 0845. Nonsensical flickers and brakes check.

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

Free Labour Crew

Let's see. After a day of work, I returned home having muscle aches all over me especially my legs, and I wonder why. Then I realized that I practically did not get the chance the sit down at all the entire day, other then a quick 10min lunch. Walking around getting tools, equipments, squatting underneath the plane for prolong period just to service a particular system, bending down to carry heavy load etc. Now I know why they ache like hell...

Come to think of it, I did not get the chance to break from my work at all the moment I start. I labor till I drop. At work, the adrenaline keeps me going and the stress keeps me focus. Once they depart, I will collapse faster than a sack of potatoes only to wake the next day with the same routine waiting for me. Only 2 days have passed. and I wonder how much longer I can endure this kind of lifestyle.

Weekends are coming, will someone pass me a bottle of sleeping pills so that I can knock myself out?

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

C'est Difficile

Took a couple of online surveys and it seems that I have some mild symptoms of depression. Not that they are 100% accurate, but I kind of agree with them. No, I do not have suicidal thoughts, but I generally seem to have lost interest in things around me. I have become more self absorbed, lost in my own world. I feel restless but yet, it seems that nothing is able to kick me out of this nonsense. I feel more tired than normal, no matter how much rest I have. It seems that I have reached the stage whereby I can't be bothered with any and everything, almost.




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Sunday, June 03, 2007

18th June

That day marks the beginning of 'eternal' misery. Misery that can only be explained in depression. No light, no joy, nothing. Just a heap of continuous labor, equivalence of free labor. Labor not for man but for the Lord they say. But it is so much easier said than done. Why do i feel my shoulders collapsing under loads of burdens, my knees being crushed.

'There is no future, there is no past, I live this moment as my last....' - RENT

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