Say Goodbye to Who You Are
And embrace a brand new one that revolves around work, sleep and work. First taste of PDS life which was only about 1/10 of the actual one and I am already finding it demanding. Drop your belongings, change, then is work, work, work, work, work, work, work, 10min lunch (if you are fortunate enough), then work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, OT if necessary, home, sleep and wake to another day of routine all over again.
No, work does not involves sitting infront of a computer or in a comfy air conditioned office. It is on a hazardous machine which produces intense heat and extreme high decibel noise. Climbing on, under or even into it is part and parcel of work, even when it has just been shut down and is still giving off heat that is enough to split the ends of your hair. Count your blessings if you are not stricken with fumes poisoning when feeding it fuel, oil or hydraulic fluid. Should there be X chemical leak from the bugger, you better run for your life, which I happen to have the chance to do so today. Moving around the bugger especially when you are already fatigue stricken can be very mentally taxing. Standing between the empennage and the lift producing structure, I thought I saw a double horizontal stabilizer and almost knock against it. Oh well, all in a day's work. I should really count my blessings if I can go home, unhurt everyday.
MOSAIC' 07
Phantom..
I can't afford it, though it's considered cheap for a London cast. Let me know how it is, for those of you who are going. Thankfully it is not Michael Crawford nor Sarah brightman. If not I'll have to go rob a bank or something....
Hide your face, so the world will never find you...
Falling iLL
It is always more or less in this order. Flu, sore throat, choked esophagus, muscle aches, giddiness, cough ......... fever.
I have everything, except fever. It's only a matter of time. I have been falling ill much lately since last year. Wonder why...
Fields Of Gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
So she took her love for to gaze awhile
Among the fields of barley
In his arms she fell as her hair came down
Among the fields of gold
Will you stay with me will you be my love
Among the fields of barley
And you can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold
I never made promises lightly
And there have been some that I've broken
But I swear in the days still left
We will walk in fields of gold
We'll walk in fields of gold
Many years have passed since those summer days
Among the fields of barley
See the children run as the sun goes down
As you lie in fields of gold
You'll remember me when the west wind moves
Among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
When we walked in fields of gold
Old Classic....
Available for download on my multiply...
Simple Joy Of Ice...
I miss it...
If only, there was a large empty ice ring for me to skate my hearts out, till i drop dead....
If only roads were made of ice...
If only, if only, if only...
How Did I Fall In Love With You?
Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone
Those days are gone, and I want you so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight
chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble
I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight
chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
Bridge:
Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah
I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life
chorus:
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?
What can I do, to make you mine
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall, in love, with you?
http://www.lyrics007.com/Backstreet%20Boys%20Lyrics/
How%20Did%20I%20Fall%20In%20Love%20With%20You%20Lyrics.html
Just miss this song... Can download it from my multiply if you like it too, link's at 'Those Who Are Interested' under
Alv's Álfheimr.
Price of love, sacrifice
For God so love the world, that He gave His one and only begotten son... ...
He gave, willing, in order to reconcile us back to Him.
How much will you sacrifice, to pursue what you love or who you love? At what cost? Do you hold it back, or do you give it all?
And It All Begins...
Sigh... I wonder how mine will be like. Longer working hours, shift, weekends burn... Deprive of my life and it is going out of the window. No more life, personnel time, family time, friend's time.
You might be saying, oh come on, it won't be that bad.... we'll see... hope I can avoid getting charged till I get out..
Other things on my mind... God willing, it will come to pass... Hang in there...
Face Down (100th Post!! =D)
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.
Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.
A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.
I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture
Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.
One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(repeat)
Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.
Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says
I finally had enough..
(repeat)
http://www.completealbumlyrics.com/lyric/130453/
The+Red+Jumpsuit+Apparatus+-+Face+Down.html
All Good Things Come To An End...
There goes my block leave... Kinda fast. Well, holidays are never enough. Manage to do almost everything that I had in mind, other than skating =( I miss the ice. If only there were more ice rings or a frozen pond somewhere to skate to. Haiz...
Where'd You Go?
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
She said "Some days I feel like s**t,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little f***ed up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once and a while,
S**t, I find myself just fillin' my time,
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find that you have something to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little f***ed up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
I want you to know it's a little f***ed up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For why you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/fortminor/wheredyougo.html
What Do I Want For My 21st Birthday?
A new pair of eyes. If only that is possible. Damage sustained has become irreversible. Lasik will only be an illusion that all is fine, but it's not. For the rest of my life, i'll have to go for check ups every 6 months to ensure that my retina is still in place. Each visit, will include eye drops that make your pupil's dilate before strong light is shone in. You have no idea how much that hurts, not to mention a conical shaped magnifying glass shafted into your eye to enhance the doctor's view. It makes you feel like trash.
