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Thursday, April 27, 2006

ISTJ

Your Type is
ISTJ
Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
22% 50% 75% 56%

You are:
slightly expressed introvert

  • moderately expressed sensing personality
  • distinctively expressed thinking personality
  • moderately expressed judging personality
What makes an ISTJ tick?

The Dominant function is the perceptive one of Sensing. Characteristics associated with this function include:
  • Likes looking at information in terms of facts and details
  • Focuses more on the here and now rather than possibilities for the future
  • Feels comfortable in areas of proven experience
  • Takes a realistic approach

The perceptive Sensing function is introverted. That is, Sensing is used primarily to govern the inner world of thoughts and emotions. The ISTJ will therefore:
  • Seek to develop a realistic understanding of the world as it is, in the light of what he/she observes
  • Be pragmatic in nature, constantly learning to adapt to the world as it is now
  • Observe in a subjective way, selecting and relating facts that others would not, and seeing those facts more in terms of impressions and significance than pure fact

The Sensing function is primarily supported by extraverted Thinking judgement, That is, Thinking judgement is used primarily to manage the outer world of actions and spoken words. This will modify the way that the Sensing is directed, by:
  • Focusing the (inner world) Sensing on impersonal facts and logical options
  • Tending to spot flaws and injustices
  • Making decisions on the basis of logical analysis that support the ISTJ's understanding of the world.


The classic temperament of an ISTJ is Epimethean, or Melancholic, for whom a basic driving force is duty, service and the need to belong.


Contributions to the team of an ISTJ
In a team environment, the ISTJ can contribute by:

  • working hard and efficiently to complete tasks by the deadlines set
  • sorting ideas and identifying those that are most practical
  • applying a common sense approach to problem solving
  • maintaining team focus on the objective
  • contributing practical organisational skills
  • applying procedures and methodologies
  • applying relevant and realistic logical arguments


The potential ways in which an ISTJ can irritate others include:

  • focusing too much on the current task at the expense of longer term or interpersonal issues
  • not articulating his/her understanding of the situation
  • not seeing the wood for the trees
  • being too serious
  • seeming to be inflexible
  • not encouraging others to experiment or innovate
  • not promoting his/her own ideas or achievements


Personal Growth
As with all types, the ISTJ can achieve personal growth by developing all functions that are not fully developed, through actions such as:

  • articulating more of the ISTJ's own views
  • developing a long term vision, that avoids focusing on details
  • developing a greater understanding of how people feel
  • changing things on an experimental basis to see if they can be improved
  • learning to promote the ISTJ's ideas and achievements to others, recognising that others may well find them valuable
  • making decisions on the basis of how others will feel, rather than objective considerations


Recognising Stress
As stress increases, 'learned behavior' tends to give way to the natural style, so the ISTJ will behave more according to type when under greater stress. For example, in a crisis, the ISTJ might:

  • find a place of solitude in which to think and work
  • use tried and trusted means of solving problems
  • direct or criticize others' efforts
  • use pragmatic solutions at the expense of the long term

Under extreme stress, fatigue or illness, the ISTJ's shadow may appear - a negative form of ENFP. Example characteristics are:

  • having a gloomy view of a future
  • suggesting impractical ideas
  • acting impulsively, and changing things without any thought having intense negative feelings towards others (though these might not be expressed)

Lost

Grant to me a discerning mind O’Lord. A clear mind not clouded with emotions nor feelings. To live and abide in thy divine, infallible and sovereign will. Let no unnecessary delusion lead me away from my sanity, for I lost it once and see no need of losing it again. Anything forged, can always be easily crippled by delusion and insanity. Let go, for nothing is meant to last.

26th April


The day did not exactly started off smoothly. Considering waking up 15 min later than usual and running after the bus isn’t my idea of a ‘beautiful morning’.

The day, though didn’t really started off without a hitch, did however ended on a much better note than the morning. Reason being, I will be watching my first theatre performance at the DBS Arts Center and to finally own a piece of musical which I have been looking for 2 years.

Coming from a choral background, most of the performances that I watched were Choral based. But a play? ‘That should be interesting’, was the first reaction that came to me when Clarice asked if I was interested in ‘Death and The Maiden’. Since the synopsis was pretty invigorating, I agreed.

‘When a stranger comes to the home of a wealthy couple to seek help, the wife immediately believes him to be the man who tortured her many years before. Recognizing him only by the sound of his voice, she begins a disturbing sequence of events that will enable her to take revenge.

However, things are not all they seem and we begin to question both the wife’s sanity and the stranger’s supposed guilt.’

‘To forgive and forget, to make a decision to continue with your life having no regrets, is to reach closure. But can anyone really forget? What does ‘closure’ mean to someone who’s wound are deeper than the eyes can see?’ Extracted from the director’s message.

Earlier in the day, I spent 20min on the phone with the Translink people, figuring out a way to get there from Boon Lay. Verdict was to take train to Red Hill and transfer to 64, which will stop in front of UE Square before taking a 10min walk to the theatre. But we ended up at Tiong Baru Plaza for dinner, where dreams are fulfilled and pockets are burned.

THAT CD SHOP. It was located at a strategic position, luring its patrons in with its jazzy, contemporary new age mix classics, which was blasting off the store’s speakers. Out of curiosity, we walked in.

Earlier on the train, we were going through the RENT musical and its songs. Without a doubt, it’s a spectacular extravaganza. Its songs are simply addictive, though the content of the show may turn you off.

I took a quick tour of the shop before asking the sales reps if they had the soundtrack for Aspects of Love. After a few mouse clicks and keys punched, they had. She led me to the soundtrack shelf and begun running through the titles. As I was waiting, a bright red colored CD caught my attention. ‘Familiar design,’ I thought. ‘Wait. It’s RENT! R-E-N-T, RENT!’ Clarice was flabbergasted when I handled her the CD. It seems like she is not going to leave the store without it. Right beside the RENT CD, was Aspects! I took it off the shelf and asked if I can take a look at the booklet. Apparently it’s the London Cast Recording. According to the sales reps, the Aspect soundtrack had only a copy or two the most in each outlet as they hardly import them due to its ‘unsellability’. Right then, I knew I had to make up my mind. Its either I get it now, or I get it some other day, running the risk that the few copies may be gone. (Yes, I know it can also be the sales rep’s trick, bluffing me about the low supply)

But since I have been hunting for it for the past 2 years and I will be watching it at Drama Center Theater on the 6th, other than burning a big hole in my pocket, there is nothing else that is going to stop me from bringing it home. Likewise for Clarice, she was told that the RENT soundtrack had been selling well recently (most probably due to its movie release last month) and she is sorta crazy over it as well.

Yup, you’ve guessed it. In less than 15min, we are the new proud owners of RENT, and Aspects of Love soundtracks. (Much to the delight of the sales reps)

I shall now OFFICIALLY declare a state of bankruptcy and can only afford to eat nothing but bread for the next couple of weeks or even months. Why? Hmmmmm, that is because I have been spending like an extravagant brat since my exams ended, and if my mum finds out, I will not only be brutally murdered but also be buried without an intact corpse.

Yea well, on the whole, a lovely 26th April.

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

1st Jam

Didn’t really go very well. Only reached Christina’s place by 7pm. Did ‘I Have A Dream’ again and it turned out to be horrible. Reason being our voices were not warmed up. Attempted ‘First Man You Remembered’ as well. Needless to say, it wasn’t very good either. Yea well, looks like more work needs to be done.

Next session, we shall have at least a 15 – 30 min warm up, before attempting any recording. Shall do ‘I Have A Dream’ and “First Man You Remember’ again. Yes I am getting sick of ‘I Have A Dream’ myself, Chris. When that two are done, perhaps we shall try ‘Seeing is Believing’. I think we can have our own medley for Aspects. HaHa.

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Are you married?

Not long after I settled down at my desk in the morning, a colleague walked pass and out of the blue blurted out the question. I raised my left hand, and show it to her. She got the message and pointed at her ringless finger before giving a grin.

3rd day of work, another colleague asked if I was attached before being ‘chided’ by another for being nosey. To ask if I am attached is more like a social ‘kapo’ question, which is fine, but to ask if I am married? Woah.
Thankfully she didn’t ask if I had any kids.
There are a number of guys at Nestle who are already married, and they are only in their mid or late twenties. Probably that’s why she thought I am as well.

Weird. Can’t imagine myself settling down at 25. If its God’s will, fine. If not, nah…. Mid twenties is too young! At least 28, never below it.

Monday, April 24, 2006

Jamming Sessions!

With only our voices and a piano (or flute?). Not for glory, neither for money. But in the name of joy, passion and fun! Pieces will include selected musicals, various choral ones and hymns. Over the next 8 weeks or so (God willing), we shall attempt to record at least 15 tracks, compile it into a CD, and carry it with us as we each embark on a new chapter in our lives.

Both the singers can barely sight read and has only less than 5 years of choral experience. The pianist, though very much more musically incline then her counterparts, may not have sufficient time to practice the pieces, thus it definitely won’t be professionally done, but being perfectionists, we shall strive to make it to the very best that we are able to!

First practice will be held on the 27th. We shall polish up ‘I Have A Dream’, perhaps start with more ‘fun’ pieces such as ‘First Man You Remember’, ‘Love Changes everything’, ‘Seeing is Believing’, ‘Music of The Night’, ‘Angel Of Music’ etc.

Really looking forward to it.

=D

Friday, April 21, 2006

Prayer Request

Dearly beloved,

Blessed Greetings from our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.

Please spare a moment to pray with me for the following items as they are much needed.

Thanks.





Utmost Importance:

  • Delivering Calvary Pandan BP from Satanic attack
  • Granting physical and spiritual strength to the pastors and elders, granting them wisdom to make the right calls.
  • May the member’s faith be strengthened in this time of trials
  • If there are any known/unknown iniquities in the church, may the Holy Spirit Convicts and bring the church to repent.
  • Grace and Mercy from the Lord

Thanks Giving:

  • Safe coming in and going out of my family members and myself
  • Physical health of my family members

Intercessory:

  • Esther Huang
  • Physical and Spiritual strengthening from the Lord.
  • Wisdom to plan her various trips and budgets.
  • Journey Mercies.
  • To enjoy herself to the fullest.

  • Zach
  • Strength and protection from the Lord during his NS.
  • Keep him close to the Lord despite of circumstances.

  • Dianne
  • She will be a good testimony for the Lord in conduct, speech and thoughts.
  • Physical and Spiritually Strengthening

  • Hanjie
  • May the Lord strengthen her physically and spiritually.
  • Striking a good balance between school, ministries and leisure time.

  • Christina
  • May the Lord use her to shine forth His glory, helping her to bear a good testimony for Him especially at home, that her family members will see Christ in her.
  • May the Holy Spirit soften her parents heart and open their spiritual eyes that they may see Christ in their daughter, allowing her to serve the Lord in more areas.
  • Grant to her a discerning mind and to learn to trust in the Lord each day.

  • Christine Ho
  • May the Lord bless her with physical health as she has been unwell over the past few weeks, tormented by heavy workload. Grant to her quality rest each night, so that she will be thoroughly rejuvenated for the day’s work.
  • Help her to strike a good balance and time management between work and ministry.

  • Isaac (Calvary Pandan)
  • May the Lord grant to him a discerning mind in understand His Word, strength and wisdom as he go about his studies and to learn to trust in Him, for He is in control.
  • Good grades for A levels
  • Good time management between school and ministries.

  • Clarice Lim
  • May the Lord strengthen her physically and spiritually health, wisdom

    Anna Loh
  • May the Holy Spirit convict her of her iniquities, known/unknown, help her to repent and return to the Father.
  • May the Lord bring her back in her heart, to the point of salvation, where she experienced the love of God.

  • Morgan Ang
  • May the Holy Spirit convict him of his iniquities, known/unknown, help him to repent and return to the Father.
  • May the Lord bring him back in his heart, to the point of salvation, where he experienced the love of God.
  • To humble himself before the Lord and surrender his life whole heartedly to Him.

  • In General
  • Pray that God will strengthen all of us physically and spiritually, almost reminding us that we are bearing witness for Him 24/7, that we may trust in Him knowing that Father knows best and accepting His will for us. Also to fulfill the great commission by sharing the gospel whenever the opportunity arise to do so.
  • Pray that the Lord will grant us discipline to set aside some time each day to commune with Him

Myself

  • May the Lord prepare me physically and spiritually for NS

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Trust and Obey, There is No Other Way

She will be leaving Singapore to pursue her studies, thus she feels upset at herself for not been fervent enough in serving the Lord when she had the chance to. Not fervent enough to witness for the Lord, to spread the gospel to unsaved family and friends.

Her love for God burns strongly within her. The soul is willing, but the flesh is weak. Like everyone else, she too is overwhelmed by the affairs of the world. Seeing no light in her future as yet, as none of the scholarships that she applied for is looking promising. Domestic matters aren't looking bright either. To add fuel to fire, her eyes are giving her problems as well, not to mention headaches which barrages her, causing her to lose interest in what she enjoys doing.

Her spirit is down and vulnerable.

May the peace of God which passeth all understanding resides in you. I pray that may the Lord strength you physically and spiritually as you journey with him daily. Let his guidance be a lamp unto thy feet. Nothing happens by chance for all happens by His divine, infallible and sovereign will, good and evil. May you learn to trust in the Lord in this time of trials. Draw nigh to Him, and He will draw nigh to you. Put your faith in Him, for without faith it is impossible to please God.


Trust and obey, there is no other way.

Growing with you, in His Spirit and in His truth.

Sweet Hour Of Prayer

1. Sweet hour of prayer! sweet hour of prayer! that calls me from a world of care, and bids me at my Father's throne make all my wants and wishes known. In seasons of distress and grief, my soul has often found relief, and oft escaped the tempter's snare by thy return, sweet hour of prayer!

2. Sweet hour of prayer! sweet hour of prayer! the joys I feel, the bliss I share of those whose anxious spirits burn with strong desires for thy return! With such I hasten to the place where God my Savior shows his face, and gladly take my station there, and wait for thee, sweet hour of prayer!

3. Sweet hour of prayer! sweet hour of prayer! thy wings shall my petition bear to him whose truth and faithfulness engage the waiting soul to bless. And since he bids me seek his face, believe his word, and trust his grace, I'll cast on him my every care, and wait for thee, sweet hour of prayer!

Pass Me Not

1. Pass me not, O gentle Savior, hear my humble cry; while on others thou art calling, do not pass me by.

2. Let me at thy throne of mercy find a sweet relief, kneeling there in deep contrition; help my unbelief.

3.Trusting only in thy merit, would I seek thy face; heal my wounded, broken spirit, save me by thy grace.

4.Thou the spring of all my comfort, more than life to me, whom have I on earth beside thee? Whom in heaven but thee?

(Chorus)
Savior, Savior, hear my humble cry; while on others thou art calling, do not pass me by.

Monday, April 17, 2006

13-16 April'06

Thank God for the rest that He has provided.

13th

Met up with Christina for dinner at Hard Rock Cafe (HRC). As the name suggests, HRC is known for its rock N roll, country rock ambience (used to for its pencil waist size model like waitresses) and its western cuisine of steaks and chips. It was pretty packed when we got there, partially because the next day was a public holiday. Waited for awhile by the bar before being allocated a 2 seater at the 2nd level. Initially, when I suggested to dine at HRC, I kinda forgotten how it is like as the last time I patronize there was about a year to two ago. Thus while we were waiting for our tables, conviction kinda hit me pretty hard. I know it doesn't mean much, but a thought went through my head,' what on earth are you doing, associating yourself by a bar! Not to mention with a girl beside you.' 2 years ago, given the same situation, I wouldn't care much. Somehow on Thur, I did. Seems that God is reminding me that I am bearing witness for him 24/7, and being by a bar is a place a Christian shouldn't be found at. Thankfully, in less than 10min, we were given a table.

Thank God that the fellowship over dinner was great. Talked about personalities and traits of a perfectionist, which I happen to be. We each had burgers and shared a mud pie (which I sort of 'forced' her to try).


After which, we made our way to HMV Hereen to see if anything new was released. Chris has a pretty good knowledge on vocal singers and their pieces as well. *thumbs up* =)

But she had to go back early.

Despite of that, the train ride back was a thirsty one as well. Chatted from sports psych to me being a depressionist. Interesting.

16th

Thank God that the Choir and YPC Presentations were smooth. Since there was no BBK or choir practice after Easter service, Christina, HJ and myself went to jurong point for lunch. The night before, we were discussing if we should go ice-skating! But we lacked a 4th person, thus decided to call it off. However, during lunch, we realized that there isn't really much time to skate after service and before SGBF, so it doesn't really matter if there is a 4th person or not. So... ..., Chris and HJ went back home to change and get their gloves while I can't. Thus I skated in my formal attire and purchased another pair of glove. Since the last time I skated was 2 years ago, I thought I will take quite awhile to get use to the ice, but surprisingly the moment I stepped on it, the ability to skate came back to me like it was awaiting my return! Thus I glided along the rough ice, trying to recollect what I had been missing. Since I was in formal wear, I avoided any risky skating so that I won't fall, and thank God I didn't.

I guess what I liked best about ice-skating is the close to frictionless movement across a plain by just simply gliding with the force and momentum generated. By putting speed into the equation, one can enjoy the cold wind, brushing against, along and by your face. What I like most is the thrill (if I don't fall) of turing at a sharp bend at high velocity before maneuvering through the crowd that may present itself along my way. Even Christina agrees with me about the additional thrill of speed skating, right Chris? HaHa. So, in order to get HJ to experience the thrill, we drag her along as we skated, at times I will pair up with HJ to play tag with Chris. Hilarious. Sadly, all good things must come to an end. We entered at 1500, but the ring has to be closed by 1630 due to ice-hockey practice. Yes, we were shortchanged for half an hour, but the desire of just to get on ice was too strong to be withheld.

Aftermath Shot

Sadly, there isn't gonna be any more opportunity for a de ja vu. Closest remedy is that the 1st of May is a public holiday. So.... Get the hint? Let’s start looking for that 4th person now!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

What kind of flowers and verse will you like at your funeral?

That was the question which I was asked. At that point in time, I could not answer, as it has never crossed my mind before.

Life, being fragile can be vanquish anytime, thus should I die today, I will like to know what kind of flowers and verse do I want to be place at my funeral.

After much research, flower wise; I will like to have white Longiflorum lilies and Carnations. Lilies flower head has a trumpet shape, giving it a bold look, giving strength to the people at the funeral not to grieve, but rejoice for I have been called home to be with the Lord.

Carnations, has a more friendly and warm touch, with its petals outstretched like open arms, comforting those that are grieving, that the peace of God which passes all understanding may reside in them.

Verse wise, it has to be Psalm 23.

A Psalm of David. The LORD [is] my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou [art] with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a tabble before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

Amen.


Monday, April 10, 2006

1st - 10th April' 06

*Praise God from Whom all Blessings flow*
Employed again, after being 'retrenched' from RP. Now, I am a clerk at Nestle Singapore, contracted till the end of July. Job scope includes data entry, sourcing ( if required), sorting documents etc. In other words, brainless job. Well, it is definitely much better than being a packer, at least now I don't have to run around carrying boxes, exposing myself to excessive dust and dirt. But the down side is, I am required to be in office wear daily. Reason being, my department (Resource Unit) has no more room for me, thus I am being placed in the Admin department where the Big Boss's office is. To make matters worst, I sit pratically right infront of his office, meaning, I will be the first person he sees when he comes out. -.-'''
Yea well, thus I forked out enough money for 2 more long sleeves. Speaking of money, it seems that I am so gonna be on the verge of bankruptcy. Initially, was supposed to catch WestSide. But, last friday, I just found out that Aspects of Love will be performing in town from the 28th - 6th May! Since I have a larger interest in it, guess I will forsake Westside and go all out on Aspect =x
Aspects of Love. Taught by Thomas Kuek back in AES. Learnt the song in Tenor part in Sec 3, but never get to perform it. Tragic =(
Its a lovely lovely piece, Love changes everything, First man you remember, Seeing is believing etc.
For musical lovers, its gonna be an interesting summer. With Westside and Aspects in April, Grease in May and in July, Tony and Academy Award Winning Musical, Cabaret. 4 Broadway musicals in just 3 months, considering that last year only 2 major productions, Sound of music and Rent.
Guess I wont really mind catching Grease either. HaHa. ( That is if I am still finically sound)
Being offered admission to NTU as well, but doubt I will go there. Reason being, NTU is too far for me, its Technology is ranked like 20+ compared to NUS 9th in the world, and my bro is in NUS. But, some say that employers prefers NTU grads compared to NUS grads. Heard that NTU grads are better than paid than NUS grads. Hmmm, some say that NUS learning style is more on theory while NTU is more on the pratical side.
Oh well, got till June to decide.